March 22, 2012. Exactly one week before graduation. Le sigh.
So today, I talked to Philip. With Josielyn. I’m sure you’re wondering why my best friend was with me. Simple. She’s my best friend. No honestly, I can’t talk to him without her. I’ll be shy and damn everything, I will never even have the courage to do it.
It’s awkward. So so so so awkward. To be honest with myself and to everyone, I’m not okay. Even if he told me he’s never angry and he thought vice versa, I don’t believe it. By re-reading the entry I wrote the same day that thing happened, I can fully remember his expression. And it hurts my eyes. Haha.